It was 1987 when I was in class 7th standard. In Bangladesh we were habituated of 3 types of education media. 1. Bangla medium, 2. English medium, 3. Arbi medium. I was in Bangla medium. We had to study several books at class-7. In one text we have read a very good topic on a theory of Mr. Charles Darween. The theory was known as Evaluation theory of Human or some thing like this , I can not remeber at this moment very clearly. We come to know from the theory that animals are changing in physical, mental and behavioural for surviving in the changing environment in this world. In that way human has changed from it's original shape to at this current shape to survive the cirumstances. The ancestors were similiar like Monkey kind of animal. I was very impressed with the theory. And It made me think for at least a while even on my 12 year brain.
We had some more books to read on. Among them another was religion. As I was Muslim I had to read the book of Islam. The other cast used to read their religion book. In the book of Islam I read there is an all mighty who made us. And our ancestor was Mr. Adam and his wife the give birth us and we are in this world.
I konw religions are very controversial thing. And only belife is the base of all. But at class 7th standard I was very confused. If Mr. Charles Darween is true then why is religion? And if he is false then why Bangladesh Govt. gave us the book of complitely two diffrent concept.
I was cofused since then and just trying to find out by my own if there is any answer to it or not. I am 32 years of age now. Still searching for why??? And I am planning to tell it to my son to search the answer of it. Not asking any one because I had bad experience of misunder stand me.
Any way I am planning to switch of my job now. Life gets hell in one company for years. But I never for get to search the answer.
Sahriar
10-11-07
