Suddenly a new thing happened. The new thing is, nothing new has occured since the morning. It was surprising that at late after noon on the day I just passed away without any new occarance. It was very confusing for me. A 2/3 of day has been paased away without any new thing happening. So I started planning how to pass the day at the same way. Becasue I love new things every day in my life. So it was very charming and enjoyable for me not occaring a new thing for me. After a time being I just start to float in air because there have not occar any new thing on the day. I tried to remember how many days I have passed like this. I failed because there have been hardly any day without a new thing in my life. I thought I must celibrate the day. So I bought A full bottle of bear for me. And start to a safe place for drink. Because it will be nearly crime to my family if I caught with a bottle of bear. I took a CAB and came to a river called TURAG near by my house. I took a loong breath and sit with the bottle. And suddenly I remember my MOM at home. I never could have done any thing for her. I always tried to do some thing for her but I failed because I dont have ability. I take a very deep breath and look at my hand which is holding the bottle of bear. I recall my mind at a time I used to have at least a bottle at every noon. But for last5/6 years hardly I took 5/6 bottle. A long breath came out of my lungs. I through off the full bottle in to the river and thought at least I can do this for my mom.
Back at my home I felt heavenly and before going to bed I realized a new thing has been occured in that day also.
What a luck!!! God, why there is always new thing happens in my life daily? Even it does not happen also????
Sahriar
17-11-07
