Some times I think I am very lucky:
Such as the new company I joined the environment was perfectly in favor of mine. I made the thing sort out and made plan how I can have my potentials and out come in a quick time. My goal was to get as much as customer in a very short time of period. So, I made my work in that way and it was very effective and with in a short period of time I got a very reputable client. I was flying at the time. I approached to a higher end customer and bid a tender for my company.
And I found a very good response from my client end before submission of proposal. At client side they knew me as the most efficient vendor among all others. I became very hope full of that at the same time I had the happiest news from my wife that I am going to be a father and she was pregnant of 3 months. The most beautiful days I was passing through.
After 2 weeks of hard work I could mange and prepared to make a quotation for the biggest client in my life and seeking my chairman for approval for it.
The next day I came office and suddenly heard news that at peelkhana, BDR head office there was a terrible thing happen and nobody new what it was. I got in to thought because BDR was the first client of mine in this new company. And we are about to sign up the agreement with in a few days.
It was a terrible thing happened in BDR, the most destructive killing had occurred at BDR peelkhan. And all the higher officials has been killed in that incidence. Almost 144 Army officers had died in the mishap.
It was very shocking for the whole country. I just felt sorry deep in heart. And after the incidence weather BDR is required or not for the country was the burning question. And my first try almost went in to vain.
After two days in a morning I wake up and saw my wife was crying beside me. I took her to bath room as she told and suddenly I saw blood on the entire floor. I got out of mind. My father was there at the time with me for visit my home for couple of days. He told me to go hospital immediately. I knock 2 near by hospital but as it was very emergency they told me to go another hospital. At last after passing heavy traffic jam and all the hassle I could take her to a big clinic. There she was operated and the doctor made abortion. By 11:30 AM she got out of danger. The nurse came with a bowl it was containing a baby of 3 months. A 4 inch long only a head and body with a small tail. The 2 hand was only getting to develop. It was my kid. My child but it could not get a chance to see the world. Suddenly my eyes got full of water. But I could resist my self.
At 12:30 PM I saw my wife she was sleeping at post operative room and her face was pale for lacking blood. And there she has to stay till evening. I rush to office because I had to submit the most biggest tender in my life with in next day and there had to do more paper work complete with in the night. Thank god my dad was there. I
I came office and prepare the most possible thing that could be done and send it for checking to my chairman sir. I hardly could do any thing. My PC monitor was getting fade all the time I hardly could resist my water falling. I hate to cry particularly in front of people. My chairman sir did work and make complete the proposal for me.
Next morning I came and make print out of the tender and submit it. But I lost the tender again. I remember the sayings once again, when bad thing comes; comes with so many and when good thing come; come with so many. After 3 days later when my wife went to kitchen to try weather she is capable or not after the operation she burnt her neck the worst.
Some times god get crazy. He think he can do some thing other than his won creation rule. But here is the limitation of creator. He can not do which is not his rule.
So I took all the incidence as the best thing for mine that has been selected by God him self.
Some times I ask my self why GOD/CREATOR/ALLAH is limited??? Why can not he go out of his rule???
